Day 48 – December 10th

Everything is collapsing at the moment, Angie has broken off communication as she has just started a relationship with someone else, she met him last Thursday (what are the odds on that).  I spoke with Helena today, I just don’t think I’m in an emotionally stable state to start a relationship right now but we’ll see, I’ll meet her on Thursday after work when hopefully the picture will become clearer.

It is day’s like today when I am pretty much fed up with whole dating scene.  The general advice I appear to be getting is that I should just meet one of these women and give her a fair try as oppossed to allways looking for something better.

The only other thing of significance today was I started my arm workouts biceps/triceps and I haven’t lost as much strength as I had initially feared, I will have to work hard to pack on 10lbs by say the end of March, but I think I have a shot at it.

Mood for the day 2 out of 10